The sun has just burned through the fog, and sunbeams are pouring over my desk. This morning’s walk was chilly under the blanket of mist above, our only source of water from the sky for over a year now. Each day as the sun emerges, I am inspired to burn away more the illusions I have been living inside of.
The last year and a half have been enormously challenging for me in many ways. I feel the squeeze of this moment in time deeply in my own life – and the imperative to find and live from a deeper truth. There are days – and even weeks – when my faith has faltered. When I’ve moved in and out of believing that spirit supports me, wondering what will happen next, feeling a bit beat up by the evolutionary waves of our time.
Then I have an exceptionally good night’s sleep, and the sun burns through the fog, and the beauty of the world emerges again, with vineyards hanging with grapes and apple trees bent down with sweet fruit.
And I remember that nature never gives up, but always finds a way – whether it’s the deer who find food even in the driest year or the mushrooms that eat toxic nuclear waste.
After all I am a woman of privilege, abundant resources, healthy body, and many friends. Life is rich even in the darkest moments.
I’m preparing my upcoming events – Dare to Awaken and TAKE COMMAND – thinking of what it will be like to be there with you. Feeling the anticipation and joy of being together in person to awaken even more – together! Because now is the time, the waiting is over . . .